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[23 Oct 2008|12:03am] |
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i'm glad people are posting in these things again. I've been super busy, trying not to fail all my classes, work, work and work so I can have money. everything has changed so much, some good and some not so much, but the good out weighs the bad. It's been nice hanging with jessica and andy a lot, brett really needs a new friend. lately everything has been so so chaotic but so calm it's weird. last weekend i was out all weekend, one night ended up i was in a subway when it got robbed which oddly effected me more than i expected. stuff like that really makes you appreciate life and people and good situations (like when places don't get held up) haha oh well. anyway halloween is soon, i can't wait. and then is me and bretts one year, i am sooo excited. pretty much everything is good, weird and constantly changing but good.
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[10 Oct 2008|09:57pm] |
looking through my old pictures :) i miss everyone


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[25 Aug 2008|10:41am] |
everything's changing, and i'm so stoked! i've been staying at the dorms with brett, seeing jamie, jenise, kelsie and gabby more often :) i put my two weeks in at work, i have one week left and no idea where i'll work next. i start school tomorrow, paying for gas is gonna be really hard, but i'm going to try the whole bus thing. i'm so content about everything, college is going to be so prefect:)!
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[28 Jun 2008|01:03pm] |
shit sucks, not only did i just get my wisdom teeth out 5 days ago and it hurts still! because i got dry sockets :( but people suck and everyone is so disappointing and i hate being home. blegh i've been stuck in my house for 5 days, shit gets lonely pretty fast. i want summer to end already, how sad is that?
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[10 May 2008|02:10pm] |
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is this how the end of senior year is supposed to feel for everyone: utterly confusing and lost?
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[07 Apr 2008|06:14pm] |
It seems to me we get the same shit from them both. Reform don't work; I think it's time we tried revolt, but I don't got the guts to jump up and go first, so I just shout until my throat hurts, and I curse and I curse at what we fucked up in Iraq. You say support the troops; I do. I want them all brought back, and every building that you bombed raised from the ground. And pull your contractors the fuck out. If you really go and reinstate the draft, you'll straight away just split the country straight in half
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[27 Feb 2008|09:59pm] |
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so i here's a little update to my life, i have a puppy now, his name is louie. i just got a volvo station wagon, and my license. i am a senior in high school, i cannot wait to fuckin' get out of here woooo. i have the bestest friends ever and my work is crazy but good... money has been pretty nice. i have thee most amazing boyfriend in the world. long story short, i've never been this happy. in my entire life :)
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[31 Dec 2007|01:17am] |
i don't know if anyone even reads these things anymore but i figured i'd update for myself. so i could look back on all this next year: and i feel like i haven't truly undated this shit in forever, things are pretty damn good. ups and downs, downs mainly consist of working 24/7 and my parents' never ending bullshit, which gets in the way of a lot but the ups always dominate the downs. my ups consist of good times, friends and mr. goodman. change is inevitable and i can't believe how much shit has changed, even in a matter of months and dayss. it's senior year, what the hell i cannot even fathom what life out of high school is gonna be like. sometimes it's so hard to have NO freedom and NO trust from my parents and be way positive at the same time, but this time for once i'm trying sooo hard. i cannot believe it's gonna be 2008, so much has happened this year, i've been my happiest ever and my worst but i've gone through sooo much and i appreciate everything so much. i can only look forward to the future, expect the worst but hope for the best. i know the person i am and i can say i'm pretty satisfied with myself right now, i can look at the way i'm ending this year and be content with all my decisions. as for new years resolutions, just to take one day at a time and be as happy as possible. i have thee best closest group of friends that i can trust with my life, that even when i'm so completely dumb they put up with me, i always have someone to talk to and i'm amazed that we never ever fight or have drama. then i have a perfect boyfriend that makes me sooo happy and i've never ever been able to be my complete self around any guy but him, when i say that i mean it, which makes everything so amazing. then i have the worst/best family ever, matters what mood they're in but truly i know they put up with my bullshit and love me. what else could i truly ask for? happy new year!
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[20 Dec 2007|01:48am] |
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one human being has never made me this happy ever, and it feels so good to be amazingly happy :)
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[08 Dec 2007|11:58am] |
 r.i.p. miss you :(
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[28 Oct 2007|01:36am] |
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eeeeeeeeeeeeee :) it's hard not to be sooo happy!
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[20 Oct 2007|02:47pm] |
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people are so pathetic and immature sometimes but what can you do about it? nothing because it's not worth getting involved in all this drama, even if it's about me, hahaha, i don't know how but people managed to start a shit load a drama about me, without involving me? well good for me :) i'm taking no part in this shit! a breakup is bad enough to go through, with 2 people let alone, it being dragged on forever and now involving everyone? bahhha kill me, ohh well at least i know all i can do is try to be the better person. everything is looking so much better, jake is still really bad and i'm worried, but i'm just trying to live my life the best i can, without thinking about my puppy and all this nonsense drama. at least it's working pretty good, i have so much catching up to do with so many people. it's senior year, i'm not gonna let it go to waste :)
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[15 Oct 2007|12:07am] |
everythings soo different, some amazing some not so good, but overall i'm a happy girl. going on a cruise with my best friend was so funny, and the experience was once in a life time! we repelled down waterfalls, and zip lined going almost 100 mph, everything was so much fun and beautiful. i wish everything stayed like that, it actually doesn't even feel normal being home. so much has changed, it's weird being single, i miss kels & jam, gabby is in trouble. but at least i have sooo many good memories and i have so much to look forward too...
 what can get better than that?! truly
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[01 Oct 2007|10:00pm] |
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no one seems truly happy anymore. blehh everyones so different lately :( sooo today i rode my bike every where, even to work and it helped a lot. i'm so glad jenise has one to ride with me now
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[19 Aug 2007|10:03pm] |
school is short but i still can't help look at my pictures from california and day dream god i miss san diego :( i would give up so much, truly to be there with my best friend
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[11 Jul 2007|01:25pm] |
i feel like i'm missing out on so much right now, i miss so many people and so many good times i could be having, bleghh seriously the only thing keeping me optimistic is that me and jenisey are going to mission beach in 2 weeks!
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[19 May 2007|04:26pm] |
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happpyy girlll :)
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[03 May 2007|10:05pm] |
 my lifee
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[16 Apr 2007|08:04pm] |
when am i not grounded seriously? hah at least it was worth it also, rip phone :'(
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[17 Mar 2007|10:42am] |
i got all b's and 2 c's on my report card, i've never done that good! n00000 d's :) and i never would have thought i would have a boyfriend for over 2 months:) i haven't smoked pot in a weeeekk :( cigzzz in forever :) and i'mm stayinn' out of trouble :) DAYYUMM, i'm proud of myselff :) wooooooooooooooooo
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